Friday, February 11, 2011

我心里真实的声音

刚从戏院回来,看 “最强囍事”
和我妈妈,我表妹,我的三姨,以及我最亲爱的小姨一起去看。
从小我最喜欢到外婆家,更喜欢到我的小姨家。。。
也许是因为无论我在外婆家或是在小姨家,那里都是我的避风港。
当然,这是一定的 小姨那里更不用说了,
那里不知是我的避风港,也是我可以找我表姐表妹谈心事的地方。。。。
在那里,我找到了我这几年来都在寻找的“亲情”,“关心”,以及“家庭的温暖”
在我现在所居住的这个家就只有我不想要的“铜臭味的关心”,“毫无意义的金钱”以及“家人偏袒”
这些都是我想有和不想要的。。。。
我最恨的就是就是双亲永远都偏袒向哥哥那方。。。
我真的很痛苦,曾今想过要自杀,但都不是真的,因为我根本没那勇气。。。。。
我真的很辛苦,好不想再继续呆在这个令我窒息的家里。。。。
但,事实证明,这是不可能的。。。。
我真的好想好想永远都继续留在阿姨家。。。
                                                                                    P/S:信不信由你,我所说的都是实话

Friday, February 4, 2011

ANGPAO ANGPAO come come come!!!!

YEAH!!!
now,i already hv money money many many angpao le~~~~   =D
from yesterday to now,
my amgpao money already hv RM273 le!!!!!



in the 1st day of CNY,
lion dance also came to my house
i feel very happy,happy,and happy at tis year's CNY

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Happy CNY!!!!

yEAH!!!
wan New Year liao lo!!!!
i can take many "ANG PAO" le.....
i also can eat many many food and soft drinks liao!!!!
but...........
also wan go back school study liao la.....   T^T
i don't wan.....
but i cannot choose a.......
for CNY,
i already arrange my cupboard's clothes liao....
HAHAHAHA!!!
so happy!!!
because i already clean my cupboard liao....
the clothes that i already wan gv to ppl already la.....
so 舍不得.....   TT
after arrange.....and throw out my clothes!!!!
tapi hor but.....
i'm so 舍不得the clothes tat i already wear many years de.....  T^T
but i also WISH YOU ALL
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!   ^^